Monday, November 26, 2012

blah

So I made a free match.com account. also checked out chemistry.com
I hate it. I really do. I flip through people, and just feel not interested, and broken, and anxious, and hurt. My intuition keeps flashing WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG at me.
I don't know to keep trying or just give up for awhile. ugh, I need to figured out where the hell I put my taro deck...


Saturday, November 24, 2012

Samhain Never Lies


Samhain readings never lie, sadly. Too much to put into words, so I wont even try. What happens will happen, what will be will be, what was mean to happen is, what is meant to happen will. But I will always be here if you need me, and I'll always love you. 

I hate trying to move on. Why do things have to hurt so much? I'm so tired of hurting. I just want to be happy again.